Hurricane & Old Tomatoes
by Laura Burkhart
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Hurricane Before this autumn wind Even the shadows of the mountains Shudder and tremble. — Issa I wake to that kind of solemn sky pale premonition of snow low hanging clouds that brood Like a prairie farmer kept too long indoors by blizzards. Here mynah birds order each other around in preparation until all I hear is wind that rattles even these earthquake-proof timbers and I imagine the ocean spitting waves onto the shore watch them climb the rocks spill over land to meet water flooding from the sky. This one called Douglas whips branches from bamboo screams through palm fronds fury forgets the source of all its rage. Lest we take for granted this fragile potent earth it could sweep us off its surface hand brushing a mosquito from its face. Like a persistent toothache in a dream the wind batters rain into red Kohala earth memory of volcano the sun a distant past like the corner of a first-grader’s drawing. In Puna earlier this year we walked to hot tubs heated over steam vents and felt the warmth of lava flowing only three hundred feet beneath our bare soles. I’m saying that the earth is not to be trifled with that it can be a pressure cooker left untended for too long that it sends us these reminders to recollect our place in the larger scheme of time and space. Today we are three little pigs huddled in our huts of straw and sticks hoping that the bricks will hold praying for protection from our foolishness while we embrace our human folly.
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Old Tomatoes The vine wraps itself around my arm while that aroma, Proustian, carries me back to fall on the farm. Where did she find the boxes to fill with vine-ripened fruit, her back aching at the end of the day and she, only in her twenties? When she returned from birthing the youngest the kitchen floor had sprouted a new pattern of boxes spilled over with tomatoes that cried for her care while waiting for the juicer, Mason jars, canner, freezer, and she, with none to give, burst into tears. He told her she should be grateful for god’s bounty, no acknowledgement of partnership (her hard work, a nod from god). His mom was right: he should have been a priest. Decades later, the youngest with a garden of her own, I water and pick ripe tomatoes from only one plant. It’s all I need, even if I include the dog who loves those cherry heirlooms. This morning while bathed in that ancient scent, it occurred to me that often she disliked him. It was best they went their separate ways before they made life worse for each other and the children. Toward the end he’d crack a beer at 10:00 am and stare at her with puppy-dog eyes. Even though she believed she was the cause—you’d drink too… even then, young as she was she let him be the martyr.
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